Y ; Thursday, August 17, 2006.
sigh.
sowiiee it took me so long to post =X
screw studies.
screw my life.
thought my life would finally be starting to get better now.
but guess what?
parents are going to stop paying internet bills.
and the line would be cut off anytime from now.
i don't know what to do.
it'll be at least 3 months till SPM is over.
what will happen in these 3 months?
will he even rmb me...
sigh. owh. sheen,
he's that guy i met in that game.
he confessed that he likes me too.
but we stayed as friends. =)
i think its better this way.
then we wouldn't be worrying too much on something else that most couples would be worrying about.
then even if one of us back off from this "we-like-each-other" thing.
it wouldn't hurt so much, would it? =)
mhm ~
trials.
2-3 weeks from now?
and i don't even know a single thing on chem, bio, physic, sej, add math.
how in the world am i going to study if i can't even eff-ing concentrate?!
maybe my parents did the right thing?
i guess completely band me from coming online is the only option.
to let me at least have some time for studies?
sigh.
but i wonder why it hurts on the inside,
whenever the thought of 3 months separation hit me.
i'm so hopeless.
Signing off,
- Chienz -