Y ; Monday, August 21, 2006.
lol. no chuin ~
its my fault.
i haven't been open about my own life lately.
don't know what happened in me,
i just felt like being secretive , just a little.
but never mind,
things are getting better now.
the guy. uh. i met him in an online game. ^^"
*i thought i mentioned about it earlier?*
i guess we're couples now?
but uh, we're not really serious about this,
coz we agreed that if one of us met "the one" in real,
we'll go for it. you know. =X
mhm. its monday.
3rd day of our one week holiday.
and i'm still here.
steph's busy having fun at genting. T____T
geeez. she don't need to study anyway. ><
she's a born genius - -
nah ~
don't worry chuin,
when u're back,
we'll feed u with lots and lots of info =/
lol. take care ~
looking forward to see you =D
XOXO,
- Chienz -
Y ; Saturday, August 19, 2006.
sorry for abondoning this blog for some time.. I've been quite busy these past few weeks.. Felt everything stacking upon me all at once... homeworks, assignments, friends, university.... @.@.... Feel like burying my head in my blankets and go to sleep until everything turns out fine again...
love your long post nian ying... its been a long time since I heard from you... Miss u lots too... and don't think too much about guys... they just come and go... chien? erm... which guy are u talking about in your post? I seriously have no idea... I am so sorry... I have been a bad friend... not knowing anything... T.T... Sheen ah.... try your best on your studies is enough liao... juz make sure that u won't regret that u didn't work hard enough on ur studies... good luck on trials to every1... will reach malaysia in 22 days... love u guy lots... ciao...
chuin...
Y ; Thursday, August 17, 2006.
sigh.
sowiiee it took me so long to post =X
screw studies.
screw my life.
thought my life would finally be starting to get better now.
but guess what?
parents are going to stop paying internet bills.
and the line would be cut off anytime from now.
i don't know what to do.
it'll be at least 3 months till SPM is over.
what will happen in these 3 months?
will he even rmb me...
sigh. owh. sheen,
he's that guy i met in that game.
he confessed that he likes me too.
but we stayed as friends. =)
i think its better this way.
then we wouldn't be worrying too much on something else that most couples would be worrying about.
then even if one of us back off from this "we-like-each-other" thing.
it wouldn't hurt so much, would it? =)
mhm ~
trials.
2-3 weeks from now?
and i don't even know a single thing on chem, bio, physic, sej, add math.
how in the world am i going to study if i can't even eff-ing concentrate?!
maybe my parents did the right thing?
i guess completely band me from coming online is the only option.
to let me at least have some time for studies?
sigh.
but i wonder why it hurts on the inside,
whenever the thought of 3 months separation hit me.
i'm so hopeless.
Signing off,
- Chienz -
Y ; Monday, August 07, 2006.
享受，真得好享受....看到念颖那么长的post，真的好惊喜..今天是鬼节eh..我在班也迷迷糊糊的...我只记得我在班一直睡觉，没上到课酱...我也很怕我会再次撞邪...choi...上一个post我好像都没跟念颖讲到话..所以这个post的话全部是告诉你的....我也觉得你最近的生活都很自由自在...没什么大烦恼的...至少你比以前少了很多感情的问题...就像我说的，平淡就是幸福..XD...不用紧拉，如果你想停sally的补习..哎呀，那个jon就不用理他咯..哦，对了，你的prom date是yin hoo哦...看到你们两个人的对话真得觉得好好笑哦...看到他怎样约你和叫你做他的prom date...你跟倩做么会开始沟通不到呢...到底问题出在哪里呢...我们真的好久好久没谈心了...我也只希望我们四个人能找一天出来，找一个地方静静坐下来，慢慢谈心谈个够....相信距离不会使我们的友情变淡吧...我就此stop啦...眼睛开始酸酸了...希望大家生活愉快，好好照顾自己哦...
Y ; Sunday, August 06, 2006.
Hey chicas!
Did you miss me?! Of course you did! Lol. I just got to get online for a few secs. I have to check up on my jc stuff. Sigh. I'm so worried that I might not get into a jc in Singapore next year. I don't know what I'd do if I don't. Wallow in self pity until I die? '-' lol. Mel's in Korea. Student camp organised by her school. I'm SO frigging jealous man. How come her school's so damn cool. -.- CHS sucks like mud compared to her school. School plays, DANCE clubs*!*, camps to korea! Sheesh. I'm going green with envy. Whatever. Que sera sera, what will be, will be.
Update on my life:
NOTHING TO UPDATE.
Hahahahaha. Seriously, there's nothing going on in my life. Zip. Nada. Zilch. Zero. NUFFINK. I'm serious! No guy trouble. Nobody harrassing me for anything. Just enjoying my friends and getting 10 hours of sleep everyday. I LOVE LOVE LOVE my life. Sigh. Who am I kidding. My life is totally boring. I don't know what to do at home everyday. If there's something thats to be done, its SLEEP. I'm turning into such a pig. Well, you know what they say. The time before a storm is always at its calmest. Something like that. Don't want to bother checking it up.
Oh yeah. Jon came back. He actually had the nerve to call me on friday and go like, i'm coming back to malaysia tomorrow. WHAT THE HELL?! I thought he was Yu Khim and I went like, Oh, okay.(I was half asleep) GAWD. I don't want to let anyone in my life anymore. Guys I mean. Chuin, I sorta know how you felt last time. So know, I'm aspiring to be a nun. That eats meat and doesn't pray everyday. O_o The nun of the NEW GENERATION! Bohahahaha. Just crapping. -.-
Weelllllll. I really have to get something off my chest. Or breasts. LOL. Whichever it is laa. -.- Even though we've been spending a hell lot of time together, I don't know, we seem to have grown apart Chienz. I don't think I can safely say that I know who you are anymore. We seldom talk anymore, as in heart-to-heart talks. I know I'm a bit intimidating these days, but I'll try harder to open up and be cheerful. I know that I don't need a guy to rock my world. Therefore, I will be cheerful! Okay, now the hard part, to actually do it. -.-
Chuinnnnnnzzzzz. I missssssssss j000000000000000! I was in class that day, I thought of you suddenly. Seriously, you just popped right into my head. -.- Weird eh. Well, just wanted you to know that I miss you loads. I bet I'll totally like cry out of happiness when I see you. Maybe I'll smother you with kisses and passerbys will think we're lesbians that was separated for a long time! LOL. Just joking okay. I'm still straight. Just really picky about letting guys into my life anymore. Lol. Oh YEAH!!!! Guess who's my PROM DATE! ITS...............................................
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yin hoo.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I THINK ITS REALLY FUNNY!
LOL. not being mean in any way. But I think its funny we're going with him. LOL
Our conversation went like(translated from chinese):
Him: Hey, you're going to prom also right? Same table right?
Me: Uh, yeah.
Him: Aiyah! Then we go together laa! You be my partner ah!
Me: Uh.........Uhhh......O....kay.....
Him: Be my partner ah!! Be my partner ahh!! Sure ahh!!
After school, he came all the way to the back,
BE MY PARTNER AH!!!! SURE AHH!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH!!!!! He's funny!!
LOL!Oh. The people that're sitting with us in the same table are Kai Li, Eow Li Ann, Me, Yin Hoo, You, Jee Ian, Ho Wei Keat, Venny Woo, Tan Eng Joe and Boon Juinn Xhiong. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. Juinn Xhiong and Eng Joe. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH. *OKAY. I'm officially NARTS.*
Sheeeeeeen. Sigh. As much as I hate sally's tuition, I'll try to go every week kays. Lol. Keep my ji mui company what! =D Mm. You know what, I'd like for everyone of us to have a chance to just sit down together and just talk. I'm barely close with anyone anymore. I'm closer to Yi Peng or Rachel or Kah Yan nowadays. I don't know. Maybe its just because we talk about a lot of stuff everyday in class. Sigh.
Alright. I have to go. Internet's going away in a few minutes because my bro is playing games again. Sheesh. Does the boy have no self control! Sigh. Oh yeah. I might finally pierce my ears. Sigh. Scared stiff though. But quoting Sandy Cohen from The OC, 'The anticipation of death is far worse that death itself.' Hope thats true. Just hope I don't end up bawling my head off in a shopping complex. That'd be SO embarrassing. '-'
Oh shit. Nearly forgot. For the millionth time. Happy Birthday Chienz. Will include a birthday stripper for you tomorrow. Hot hunk. In fireman uniform? Or a cop? LOL.
Love and miss you guys lots. Literally. Hope you enjoyed my LONG post. -.-
Lonely but liking it*as if no guys, not no friends. -.-*,
- S t e p h -
Y ; .
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