` Friends, for life (: ;

Y ; Wednesday, June 28, 2006.

heh. not really mad laa.
just worried what. ^^"
but we knew you were busy shopping and hanging out with your sis. ^^"
heh. so, uh. how was it? mhm. did you got electrify but any hot guys there? >tell us more laa. ><
LOL. don't blog so little. = =

mhm, the results are not out yet. ><
as if we care about it. ><
and hor. i wonder if you really read what i've wrote in my post,
dated 27/06/2006. = =

finally~ we've made it to the finals! *YAY!*

there! >< hmph. so you weren't paying attention huh? O_o

lol. what movie did you watch o?
was planning to go to the cinema with steph 2day after school. ><
but urgh. ><><
so, its cancelled! T_T
mhm. 2day was REALLY boring! ><
and there's no one to talk to in my class. T_T
steph's busy doing her NIE, sheen too.
and i'm left with jodi picoult and my ipod. T_T
everyone was busy with the preparations for this saturday's school's 50th anniversary.
= = again, as if i'd give a damn about it. = =

beeeecccaaaussseee~~ XD

i'll be going for a treasure hunt on this sat! =D
steph's coming too. heh. =)

hmm, i think thats all for now. ><
got to go take my nap. *yawns*

take care coconut, peanut and walnut. *LOL! XD*

XOXO,
- Chienz -

YYY

BLACKISH ;

5:40 PM

Y ; .

hello everybody!!!!!
are u guys mad at me already? hahaha... i haven't come on9 for 10 whole days.... dat is bcus my sis came over to melbourne to visit me... she went back today so now i am back to my lonely life in melbourne...
Nian ying.... =.= u didn't liven up the blog... u made it colder... brrrr...... finished with the exams now chs idol ah? u guys so shuang... have so many things to do... i am bored to death over here... but i watched a movie wif my sis yesterday... 1st one since i came to australia... i noe... its been a long time.. but it is too expensive!!! it cost u like $13 aussie to watch a movie... which i think cost about RM39.....
ok... when is the idol finals... gambate oh... must get top placing... last year adi...
till next time....
p.s. ~ nian ying...... photos....... =.=

YYY

BLACKISH ;

11:48 AM

Y ; Tuesday, June 27, 2006.

hey guys! ><
its been SO long since i blogged. ><
but anyways! even if i didn't blog,
i guess no one would too. = =
yeah. steph's right,

its SO dead in here.

gawd. = =

uh. ANYWAYS!

i'm here to tell tales again! heh.
about CHS Idol of course. *chuinz, don't get too excited. ><*
lol. after ALL the "hard work" =)
practising and all.
finally~ we've made it to the finals! *YAY!*
but urgh~
we were really disappointed that our group with teddy and yin hoo didn't make it to the finals. we were looking forward to sing together on stage ya know. sobx*
urgh. ><
back to the topic. ><

yeah. so we were singing at the new sports center before the competition.
and it was okay, really, and i had confident that maybe we'll at least get a third placing. ><
but swt. thanks to our school's updated sound system. =)
we screwed it up.

yeah. screwed the whole song! ><
steph's mic went mute for a second or so. = =
but even then, you know how serious it is! ><
to suddenly shut up for one second. ><

and then. you know what.
there's this stoopid buzzing sound that normally comes out from the mic,
that irritates your ears so much?
yeah. that one. = =
it went on for so long, and so loud.
until i can't listen to the music.
my tempo went off. great. = =
and we nearly didn't get to sing harmoniously at the last sentence. = =
damn malu laa. XD!

aihx. my piano exam was going on too.
today. XD
urgh. i fumbled my way through scales. XD
had one/two wrg notes in EACH scale.
see, thats how pro i am. =)
heh. but thank god~
i'm kinda happy with my pieces laa. ^^"
that examiner. humph.
she better give me something good in return. = =

mhm, thats all for now laa.
chuinz. you better blog soon.
i'll be mad if you don't >:P

Love,
- Chienz -

YYY

BLACKISH ;

9:15 PM

Y ; Saturday, June 17, 2006.

Whoaaaaa. Ze blog ish sho deads. lol. Weird way of nian ying talk. Swt. ANYWAYS. We just had our semi-finals today! Hmmm. It was okay and fun. Lol. Uhm. I had three turns. One was solo. *Sang the old song* Was too lazy to practice. Swt. Practiced like an hour before they started. Swt. Anyways. I think I pretty much sucked at solo. I was like, Oh SHIT. when they called my name and my hair was still untied! Then Chien rushed down and passed me her rubber band. LOLOLOL.

Then we did the group thingy. I like singing with Teddy Bear and Yin Hoo. They're hilarious! LOL. Did some pretty weird thing. Aiyaaaa. You know Teddy Bear. He's ALWAYS comical. -.-
Probably has something to do with the fact he's a TEDDY BEAR. Not a real HUMAN. (Gawd. Whats with me lately. My jokes are so cold. Swt. Swt. Swtnesss.) Mmm. Sang *Our Story*. Seriously satisfied with how we sang. I think thats the best one we ever sang and no matter we get in or not, i'm still happy. =p Thennnnnn. It was me and Chienzzz. There was like practically NO TIME to practice after the 4 person song and before ours. Lol. Okay. Maybe 1 minute. lol. (see!! COLD joke. AHHHHH!) Anyways, we thought the judges wanted to listen to the WHOLE song, like they did *Our Story* but they cut us off after the 1st chorus! AHhhhhh! We should have sang the 2nd part laa. There was more uh...*he ying* swt. Sarked laaa. >.< All the points we would have scored if we sang the 2nd part! Ahhhhhh! Nartsy-ness! Thats about it laa. After that we went to 7-11, then saw lau ying ying(the bitchy bitchy one. Not the prefect.)*I'm mean! BohHAHHAHAHAHHAHA* use the same phone I'm using! People!What has the world become!

Well, regarding my love life, there's NOTHING going on. So for once, I don't have any boy drama. Wheeeee. -.- Chuinnnnzzzz. Where are you! I missssh you!!

Emancipated from BOYS,
- S t e p h -

YYY

BLACKISH ;

8:12 PM

Y ; Saturday, June 10, 2006.

Just dropping by,

The sullen and depressed Steph is back.
Operation-Eliminating-Chern-Khang-From-My-Heart starts now.
I can't afford to bleed again.

On the brink of insanity,
-S t e p h-

YYY

BLACKISH ;

12:52 AM

Y ; Wednesday, June 07, 2006.

Okay! I really need to blurt this out! >.<
i thought something went wrong with our blog
cause i could only view steph's last post.
and its not the full version of it!
some of it went missing.
Plus, i couldn't navigate around
even i've been clicking on the other buttons,
maniacally. xD
i went wth wth wth.
thank god i went and republish the WHOLE blog. xD
and then everything went back to normal.

*PHEW!*

uh. okay. back to my life. again. =)

I'm gonna start all this with - what the hell.
yeah. what the hell. =.=
guess what. Mr.Endry Lim came back into my life.
well, not literally, but he's back!!
eek! he's back. to disturb me.
i think he wants to save our friendship.
he crapped a lot.
owh yeah he did.
including bringing back the past.
reminding me what i've done. *which was kinda stoopid. >.<*
some of what he said :

you were here for me when i needed someone to talk to.........
i've never been so open with a girl before............
last year was such a happy year for me. .........
i will not forget what we've gone through together...........
altho there're ups and downs in life last year, but i'll treasure them......
i'm used of messaging you, i've been typing messages and accidentally typed your number in,
but i realised i didn't send. *yeah. as if i would believe this.*
i guess i'm a coward and i don't have confidence in something...*omg. i love this one*

i would believe all that if i was fifteen.
but now, i'm sixteen,
things changed a hell lot in me.
i guess i could say that i'm not naive anymore.
i will not easily believe in people anymore.
cause, i've had enough with all those stoopid troubles that i created by myself.
he has a girlfriend now.
why bother to talk to me?
while he could talk to her anywhere, anytime?
i just don't understand him.
why can't he just let go and move on?
why can't he let everything fade away?
and one more thing. he thought by saying sorry.
then i'm SUPPOSED to forgive him!
and forget about EVERYTHING that happened.
HAH! DREAM ON! his face damn thick leh.
i've been shoo-ing him off for like *don't know how many times!*
but he just wouldn't go away! >.<
eek! he even begged me several times to talk to him and not to avoid him.l
ike hello? I'M NOT AVOIDING HIM!
I DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING TO HIM !
omg. he doesn't understand basic eng huh?
or has he gone so low? even when he's in love?

poor thing.

Steph:
uh. don't worry. trying hard to control my emotions.
i cannot let that whole form1 thing happen again! >.<
its way toooo scary. i can't afford to lose any friends anymore. urgh. >.<

guess you've had a nice day hanging out with zheng kang today huh?
actually i regretted in going laa. >.<
1) guilty for skipping piano class. and not getting a replacement. screw that teacher~! >.<*
* i should be practicing four hours per day for my exam, which is on 27th June*
2) got scold by mom. really teruk >.<
* i can't believe my heart was actually shivering with the thought that she's gonna kill me*
3) used my own precious ang pau money! >.<
* shyt. i'm left with, 200 bucks! god! i have around 500++ bucks 2 months ago! wth*
4) saw a couple making out. in the cinema.
* uh. thats not really a reason laa. they practically did everything you know, except kissing.*

aihx. but if you're happy then its worth it laa. =)

Sheen:
yeah. so SO happy that you posted. >.<
hope it would be longer and more detailed laa.
so we could get to know what really happened in your life maa.
we didn't really get to talk to you in real life adi lo. =.=
so spend more time telling us here laa. ^^"

mhm, yeah. just be more careful with him next time laa.
don't simply french you know. lol.
this kinda things arr. veri dangerous de. =P
aihx, but,the whole form 3 incident was really scary. >.<
i'm sure nobody would wanna experience what you've experienced that year.
but i'm glad you've made it through.
this proves that you're strong! =)

mhm, when i come to think of it.
actually i admire you in some way tho. xD
lol. you get to enjoy and indulge yourself in a simple and sweet love.
yeah, you're right.
sometimes being simple could bring happiness too.
hope you'll stay that way.
i don't remember seeing you cry that often anymore.
which is , a good thing. ^^"

Chuinz:
penguin! where are you o.
aihx. bet you're busy studying for your exams now?
i'll wish you good luck then!
LOTS and LOTS of luck! ^^ heh,
thats if you need any. >.<
mhm. feeling any better now?
hope you're doing good there.
we miss you, you know. >.<

PS: was thinking about maintaining this blog ,
until the day all of us vanished from this world you know. xD
do you guyz think its possible? >.<
since you know, all of us would be separated after this year.
steph would be going to singapore some more. >.<
so we could still blog away and talk about our lifes here! ^^

i know, i know,
good idea huh? of course laa!
chien's idea wor.
kai wan xiao. *LOL*

Kisses and Hugs,
- Chienz -

YYY

BLACKISH ;

5:30 PM

Y ; Thursday, June 01, 2006.

Swt. Seems like this is weird already. Hmm. Well, Chienz, please don't hesitate to tell me if there's anything I can do to make you not feel that again alright. Last thing I want is for us to grow apart too. I don't think I can handle that. You're like the only person I can talk to now. Seriously. I pledge my undying devotion to Chienzy the Chienz here. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Swt. Don't mind me. Feeling a tad bit weird. Sigh, seriously Chienz. I don't want us to grow apart alright. Same goes to you chuinz and sheen. Even though its a little challenging not to, but i'm ALWAYS up to zé challenge! Nyaahahahahahahaaaa. Oh gawd. I'm WEIRD. X.X!

Lol. Sheen posted! Woohooo! Bring out the champagne! Hahahahahaha. Well, its good that your love life is great. Sorry for nagging alright. Just don't like it when my friends are being taken advantage of, even if they want it. =p I just don't think that its a good time for something to happen at our age. We're still too young and immature. Lol. OMG. Did you ever think of THAT STATEMENT coming from ME! LOL! Well, I AM a firm believer in no sex before marriage. =p Mm, well, you better be on your guard then alright. I really don't hope that the Form 3 INCIDENT reoccurs. Other than that, French away~~! LOL. Just remember to teach me how. I haven't exactly gone to France and learnt it yet. Hahahahaahahahaha.

Chienz chienz chienz. I'm stoked! For the Lee Family Reunion or whatever it is thats in your house. Heh. I am SO going to trash your room! Nyahahahahaahaaaaa. I want to go SWIMMIIIIIIIIING!!!!! Even though I don't have the hot bod, I still want to play in the water! Wheeee~~ Thats how childish I am. Swt. Shouldn't have surprised you there, right? Swt. Anywayssssss. Here's to a great day of FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN and NOTHING ELSE! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

CHUINZ~~~I miss you! Bala "put my aeroplane" today and didn't come to work.*CAUSED ME TO MISS MY FACIAL BECAUSE MY MUM WAS OUT WITH HER FRIENDS! WTH!* LOL. So I'm going to have to send your pics tomorrow. Delayed by a day. Swt. Going to courrier it over. Don't know how it will cost but don't worry. Anything for my bestie! Heh. Sigh. Was supposed to go to Aussie this hols but then Mel has something going on so we can't go.......>.< I wanted to hang with you so badly man! I was dreaming up stuff like you bringing me around to gawk at hawtties! HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA. Oooh, and shopping for heels! I've gotten addicted to high heels. Like you should know. Pathetically, I have still only ONE exact pair. T.T I don't care. I am SO going heels shopping after exams. I don't care! HAHAHAHAHA.
Swt. I am so not myself. Can anyone tell me whats wrong with me? Delayed reaction towards Jon's leaving? Swt.This is freaking me out. This is weird dude, WEIRD.=O WEIRDO WEIRDO WEIRDO. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! LOLOLOLOLOL. SWT!

Weirded out by myself,

-S t e p h-

YYY

BLACKISH ;

12:46 AM