Y ; Wednesday, June 07, 2006.
Okay! I really need to blurt this out! >.<
i thought something went wrong with our blog
cause i could only view steph's last post.
and its not the full version of it!
some of it went missing.
Plus, i couldn't navigate around
even i've been clicking on the other buttons,
maniacally. xD
i went wth wth wth.
thank god i went and republish the WHOLE blog. xD
and then everything went back to normal.
*PHEW!*
uh. okay. back to my life. again. =)
I'm gonna start all this with - what the hell.
yeah. what the hell. =.=
guess what. Mr.Endry Lim came back into my life.
well, not literally, but he's back!!
eek! he's back. to disturb me.
i think he wants to save our friendship.
he crapped a lot.
owh yeah he did.
including bringing back the past.
reminding me what i've done. *which was kinda stoopid. >.<*
some of what he said :
you were here for me when i needed someone to talk to.........
i've never been so open with a girl before............
last year was such a happy year for me. .........
i will not forget what we've gone through together...........
altho there're ups and downs in life last year, but i'll treasure them......
i'm used of messaging you, i've been typing messages and accidentally typed your number in,
but i realised i didn't send. *yeah. as if i would believe this.*
i guess i'm a coward and i don't have confidence in something...*omg. i love this one*
i would believe all that if i was fifteen.
but now, i'm sixteen,
things changed a hell lot in me.
i guess i could say that i'm not naive anymore.
i will not easily believe in people anymore.
cause, i've had enough with all those stoopid troubles that i created by myself.
he has a girlfriend now.
why bother to talk to me?
while he could talk to her anywhere, anytime?
i just don't understand him.
why can't he just let go and move on?
why can't he let everything fade away?
and one more thing. he thought by saying sorry.
then i'm SUPPOSED to forgive him!
and forget about EVERYTHING that happened.
HAH! DREAM ON! his face damn thick leh.
i've been shoo-ing him off for like *don't know how many times!*
but he just wouldn't go away! >.<
eek! he even begged me several times to talk to him and not to avoid him.l
ike hello? I'M NOT AVOIDING HIM!
I DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING TO HIM !
omg. he doesn't understand basic eng huh?
or has he gone so low? even when he's in love?
poor thing.
Steph:
uh. don't worry. trying hard to control my emotions.
i cannot let that whole form1 thing happen again! >.<
its way toooo scary. i can't afford to lose any friends anymore. urgh. >.<
guess you've had a nice day hanging out with zheng kang today huh?
actually i regretted in going laa. >.<
1) guilty for skipping piano class. and not getting a replacement. screw that teacher~! >.<*
* i should be practicing four hours per day for my exam, which is on 27th June*
2) got scold by mom. really teruk >.<
* i can't believe my heart was actually shivering with the thought that she's gonna kill me*
3) used my own precious ang pau money! >.<
* shyt. i'm left with, 200 bucks! god! i have around 500++ bucks 2 months ago! wth*
4) saw a couple making out. in the cinema.
* uh. thats not really a reason laa. they practically did everything you know, except kissing.*
aihx. but if you're happy then its worth it laa. =)
Sheen:
yeah. so SO happy that you posted. >.<
hope it would be longer and more detailed laa.
so we could get to know what really happened in your life maa.
we didn't really get to talk to you in real life adi lo. =.=
so spend more time telling us here laa. ^^"
mhm, yeah. just be more careful with him next time laa.
don't simply french you know. lol.
this kinda things arr. veri dangerous de. =P
aihx, but,the whole form 3 incident was really scary. >.<
i'm sure nobody would wanna experience what you've experienced that year.
but i'm glad you've made it through.
this proves that you're strong! =)
mhm, when i come to think of it.
actually i admire you in some way tho. xD
lol. you get to enjoy and indulge yourself in a simple and sweet love.
yeah, you're right.
sometimes being simple could bring happiness too.
hope you'll stay that way.
i don't remember seeing you cry that often anymore.
which is , a good thing. ^^"
Chuinz:
penguin! where are you o.
aihx. bet you're busy studying for your exams now?
i'll wish you good luck then!
LOTS and LOTS of luck! ^^ heh,
thats if you need any. >.<
mhm. feeling any better now?
hope you're doing good there.
we miss you, you know. >.<
PS: was thinking about maintaining this blog ,
until the day all of us vanished from this world you know. xD
do you guyz think its possible? >.<
since you know, all of us would be separated after this year.
steph would be going to singapore some more. >.<
so we could still blog away and talk about our lifes here! ^^
i know, i know,
good idea huh? of course laa!
chien's idea wor.
kai wan xiao. *LOL*
Kisses and Hugs,
- Chienz -