Y ; Sunday, May 28, 2006.
Steph:
uh. i think its okay. its kinda hurtful at times.
but urgh.
i don't know.
i just hate how things are going right now.
its like the problem i experienced in f3?
something between you and me.
don't know. its as if its coming back right now.
well, not as serious as it used to be.
but. yeah. a lil bit i guess. >.<
Sheen:
you! i seriously have no idea what to do between us.
are we falling apart?
to be honest.
we seldom talked like how we used to.
never really shared feelings and thoughts like often we used to.
and you were the one who was the closest to me few years back.
mhm.
are we still considered as close friends?
Me:
seriously something has got into me.
i'm being weird right now.
maybe i'm not being me when i typed all that.
what caused that?
i don't know.
yu khim messaged me something really weird just now.
he read my blog.
there are things in there that i'll never bring it out in real life.
so i just kept them in the blog.
at least i have somewhere to keep it. =)
anyways. back to topic.
he went like.
yesterday you updated your blog right?
i know how you feel.
hope you'll find your true love in the future.
the way you express yourself,
i think you're very angry for what had happned
i know you won't blieve in guyz anymore.
not like its the end of the world. *i dun think i understand this sentence.xD*
you still got your friend,
and they'll always support you.
*next msg*
and about the poem thingy.
i only know he wrote you that.
*i think he meant, he only know about the poem he wrote me?
i don't really get it too.xD*
if i were you,
after i read the poem,
seriously touched by him.
*last msg*
not every guy out there is bad
i think you just need to wait for your faith to come back to you.
after i read your blog,
i've got this feeling that you hate guys like me,
especially my personality, i think.
and sorry cause didn't even accompany you when you're down.
and he said sorry. =.=
swt.
PS: go to "extras" if you wanna see the CHS idol video clip that steph's dad recorded in 2002.
Not being herself, but with love,
- Chienz -