Y ; Tuesday, May 23, 2006.
I have no idea wat to write in this post at all... my exams are nearly at the end... last 2 papers on thursday... I have no idea y but i miss home so much these few days... I miss home so much I dream dat I am back to my own room every night.. I miss u guys so much I dream of being back in CHS with u guys... I miss my family so much memories hurt me more than anything... Looking back at our photos I remember every sound, every smell, every feel and everything we ever did together... Listening to music, I relate it to when I've heard this when I was back at home...
All this hurts me so much I don't know wat to do... I feel so lost... I keep thinking that i might go mad before I ever have a chance to go home... I have never felt this sad before... This time, I know I am not depressed or sad... I just purely miss home... All I can say and think of is dat "I want to go home", "I want to go home" and "I WANT TO GO HOME"!!!!
I accidentally blurted this out to my parents last week and they got so worried about me... Haiz... I'll have to be more carefull of what I tell my parents the next time...
Things here have been fine... I was having mid year exams since last friday... Doing fine so far... stuffed up the chemistry paper though... but who noes... maybe other papers as well... but who cares.... nobody cares...
well... enough depressing thoughts... how r u guys? I guess u ppl won't be able to answer this question until the end of the exam... wish u ppl good luck from here... Can't do much other than dat...
Haiz.... I really, really, really, really want to go home....
mad chuin...