Y ; Sunday, May 28, 2006.
Dear besties and all.
Today, your dearly beloved me, has a head-splitting headache. Lol. Getting a bit weird there.
Sigh. So I'll start off with Sheen. Haven't been seeing you lately, I miss spending time and talking with you. Hope you're doing well and I hope you know not to go too far, even if you both want to. Not now. Not at this age. Alright? Love you.
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Chien,
Sorry for everything okay? If you don't want to talk to peeps like Hua Bing, just ignore them alright? I don't like that you're feeling as if you're being used. I know I'd hate feeling like that. Sigh.
I think that you've grown a lot since that whole bastard thing. I know you're still hurt, and I'm here to help you through it. I agree with you. Screw guys and their promises. They're not real if they've had a change of heart. Which happens so easily. I don't think I can believe in them anymore. I don't want to. Sigh. Whatever laa. Let time do its work. Remember, I'll always be here for you. Heh. Freaky Thang~~
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Chuin,
Sigh. I guess I still don't understand how you're feeling. I've never been alone, away from home for a long period of time. Sigh. Well, for a week or two, maybe. But NEVER alone. And with a pair of sexing-two's, I don't think its a walk in a park. Sigh. I'll be sending the pics to you on Wednesday, when Bala gets back. Swt. Well, what I have to say is, miss call me when you miss us and I'll call you back and ease your missing. Heh. By crapping. Which is what I do well. LOL. Hope you're really okay. Oh, and I really think that you should tell your parents about being homesick. They deserve to know how you are feeling. If you don't, they'll worry more. They will comfort and make you feel better. I promise. Thats what parents do. Really. Anyways, love you. Heh.
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As for me, still having problems in trusting guys. Even though he is one of my childhood friends. Chuin, go see my blog. Sigh. I can't believe in love anymore. Its destroying me.
Falling into the abyss,
-S t e p h-