Y ; Friday, March 31, 2006.
OMG chuinz~!! I didn expect ur situation to be dat bad in australia...>.<...did u talk about this wif ur family? if they know about it...surely they would do something to make things better..u can't go on like this u know...who knows how much longer u nid 2 stay there..>.<...and one more thing...they juz can't treat u like u're their maid or someting....for goodness's sake!! i can't blieve it..>.<...plz tell me u're doing MUCH MUCH better the next time u post......>.
sowee 4 not posting lately...its juz...a lot happened lately..and i dunno how 2 put all of them into words...mhm...i made everything clear by asking "where are we now? where do i stand in ur heart?" wow..it takes a lot out of mi 2 send him that particular msg u know...and...expected...i dun get d answer that i hoped for...but i was realli shocked....that i haven cried after he replied...it was....a miracle...but mayb i've made myself emotionally prepared 4 all of this...since d majority of my close friends around mi are having major relationship and emotion problems...aihx...is this how life works? how everyone shud go through all of this shit 2 grow up? mhm..but now i guess everything is back 2 normal...no more messages 2 him...and i will live my carefree live...going crazy with friends everyday....enjoy my last yr in secondary school...
yeah...as long as i have real friends with mi...*like u guyz..=P*...nothing else matters..
LoVe,
-Chienz-