Y ; Monday, March 13, 2006.
mhm...its chuin's burfday...i wanna call u at 9pm juz now...it worked...but u didn pick up d phone...guess u were already sleeping...coz it will be 12am dat time...x.X...
its d 1st time u've had your 17th burfday over there in melbourne....how was it? did ur parents call u? mhm...i'm stuck with this stoopid running nose...been holding the tissue box 4 d whole day...even when i'm watching lost...aihx...screw it...
hvn holidays are not doing mi any good...life juz gets bored....urgh....now i missed those moments when i'm so depressed over stuffs...when i hav a LOT to think about...now its like...nothing..O_O...can't go out with fwens too...no time...dun think i hav d mood too...again...screw it...
sheen...dun ask urself to go die..>_>...dun curse urself....*altho sometimes i do..xD*...mhm...mayb chia mei is right...u would think u still hav feelings 4 him...when in reality...u don't...i experienced dat b4...when i was with adam...i was so close...SO CLOSE on d whole getting-back-together thing with him...he was hinting mi everyday...temptations was on d move..>.<..but in the end..i didn...coz i noe...wut has passed...has passed...there's no turning back now...and i agree with steph...nvr change on what u've decided...no...no way..>.<...
anyways...wuts with u these days?...i felt like as if u're keeping something away from mi and steph...whenever we're hanging out together...and asked "did something happened to u? u seemed too quiet...>.<" but u neglected to say anything...d most u would do..is to laugh into nothingness...x.X...where were those times when we were so close? when we could share anything...it hurts to see our friendship is going downhill...and we're all too bz wif our lives...god...but...i hope u would open up to us someday...let us know wuts happening to you...we would love to help you...
anyways...happee belated burfday chuin!! will try 2 call u one day...>.<...and make sure u pick up my call....>.<...lol...take care...and dat goes to sheen and steph to...
LoTsA LuV,
-Chienz-