Y ; Friday, February 24, 2006.
To sheen:
i understand how u feel..i used to look back to wut i've done in d past...i felt stoopid everytime i did dat...>.<
sheen...there's no nid 2 cry anymore...wut has pass...has passed...no point thinking bout it when u can't do anyting about it anymore...juz leave it to time..it will do its job...wash away memories....and u guyz would be fine someday....i'm not sayin dat u and fui can't turn back d time and start all over again...but....urgh.....u can..but mayb i can't...wuts with me....wuts wif me and my stoopid policy...i dunno...i'm so SO tempted to msg him in the hopes dat we could start all over again and hav fun like how we used to...BUT!....but...i dunno y everytime i pick up my fone....i dun feel like doing it anymore....i felt like there's this big gap btween us now...and i would feel VERY awkward...pluz...i dunno when he's telling d truth...and when he's not...i felt so unsecure right now...i noe he realli care about me even tho i'm treating him dat way right now...but he still took d effort to ask bridget how am i...*well...he nearly did...>_>*
mhm..anyways...i noe everything is over now...altho i've cried several times b4...but i noe...life goes on....cant waste time on someone dats not worth it...right?...
oops...its time 4 physics...>_>....d subject dat i HATE d most....ciaox!...*untill my connection returns*....x.X
LOTS OF LURVE!!
-ChienzZ-
=P!