Y ; Saturday, February 18, 2006.
Boo-yah!I'm here!!!!=D...surprise surprise!=)..Connection is back on, for now. XD!
To Chuinzz:
Yehh mad piggehh!!LOL...thanks for accompanying me yesterday night. I think without you, I would have cried myself to sleep. =)..You're still the best best best best bestie to me ever! Can't wait to get together tomorrow. You know what, I want to take alot alot of pictures with you! =p
To Chienz:
Don't care about that bastard. I didn't tell mun cheng that I broke up with him yesterday and I'm not planning to do so. He said that he'd call me yesterday night but he didn't. Not surprised there. Anyways, guys, to me for now aren't that important. I know that in the future, I'll find some other guy who is meant for me and for now, I want to be a nun!XD!Kidding lar. =.=. Can you imagnine me, bald and a vegetarian? =.= That is a nightmare. I meant the no-meat part. The bald part I can stand..LOL. Guys, are just, another trivial issue in my life now.
I just took a look at his blog. If you want to go see it, the url is www.ngweeneng.blogspot.com. I have no idea that I hurt him that much. Tears started to fall out again when I read the first few lines. Oh and that kept going on, I can assure you. I never wanted to hurt anyone that bad but I really don't see any other way for us to co-exist together. Since I had the 'I-need-to-puke' reaction when he talked about kissing me, I started to contemplate whether I should end things. That was like a few months ago. Sigh, I wish I could tell him outright that 'I'm sorry but I just don't love you anymore' without him trying to hold me back and make me feel guilty but I guess thats not possible.
I hope that he has a good life without me and for goodness sake, have more confidence!Sheesh.
P.S. Excellent work ChienzZ!
P.P.S. Just a suggestion. What do you guys think about changing the blogskin once in 3 months? We could take turns to do it. =)
Return of the NY!Muahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
Lots of hugs and kisses!
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