Y ; Tuesday, February 21, 2006.
First of all, Sheen, you're not a bitch. You of all people don't have the right to say that. You are one of the nicest and kindest girl I have ever known. I dare say that you wouldn't hurt a fly. Good job with the blog Chienz. I'll have to learn how to do these stuff soon.
Sigh. I'm so dissapointed in myself. No matter how hard I try, I can't seem to get myself to study. God knows how I'm gonna do in the exams this time round. Everytime I look at the book, I'll either fall asleep*Example: yesterday.*, or just run off and do some other things. I'm so dead. I'm totally devoid of the need to study. Can someone just punch me and wake me up? Ugh.
Chuinz, you're probaby in the plane by now. Having lunch. "I want airplane food!!!>.<..I LOVE LOVE LOVE airplane food. Weird. I know." All I want to say is, take care and don't fool around and get pregnant! Nyahahahahahahaha~~ Just joking, you're way too responsible to be doing that. =p, but for goodness sake, have some fun in your life. Naughty ones. *Wink* I won't tell you to drink more water, eat more blah blah blah because I don't want to sound like your mum. Just want you to always remember us. I think I'm going to get the pics from Chienz and develop them. Tell me if you want them, I'll post them to you via snail mail. Hope to see your post soon.
Chienz, I know how you feel. I hate it when he does that to me. I think he's toying with me. He knows I have feelings for him and he keeps leading me on. He would be so affectionate one day and would ignore me completely the other day and I hate him for that. If I could, I would give him a tight slap for doing this to you, maybe several. But seeing that I don't know his address, maybe next time. For now, just try not to let him distract you and get on with life. This is what I'm trying to do. I'm trying to pay less attention to my phone and leaving it in my room whenever I go downstairs or something so I won't obssess over the fact that he never messages me. I wish I could help more, but for now my brain's mashed and my ex-boyfriend is thinking that there's a chance that we could get back together *when there's totally no chance of that* and I don't know how to tell him that its not happening. I try to distance myself from him but I couldn't help myself but to console him after reading his last post. It was so sad. This is just so me. After getting myself out of that hole, I put one foot in it again. The other foot is not going in I tell you. Its NOT!
Sigh, I'm hungry. Think I'll go get some food. XD!
Stretching sideways if I keep gorging on food,
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